I hate how I harbored this feeling of hate and disdain for a long time, then for a brief moment, I felt relieved but a longing to be liked and your approval. But now that I realize I will never get it, I feel the need to be far from you as possible in order to keep calm. I just can’t.
i dont want to be an adult but i want to be able to do whatever i want
i dont want a job i just want money
i dont want to work out but i dont want to be fat
i dont want to study but i want to be smart
as you can see my life is such a struggle